*sigh* it's just "one of those days". you know the kind where absofuckinglutely nothing goes right?? i can't decide if i should just go back to bed, or break something to make myself feel better. it's only 10:30am. i feel like diving face first through a 13th story plate glass window, and forgetting that today ever existed. i feel like tearing my hair out strand by strand until there is nothing left. i feel like crying. i try so hard to stay positive, but it's really hard not to be affected by the persistent negative outside influences which surround me. it's even harder not to feel like everybody is against you when you wake up to a shitstorm of negativity, and disappointing news. i have a huge day tomorrow, and i've got to get out of this funk before i go to bed tonight. i have 12 hours to turn sad into happy. i think i'll go see fantastic mr. fox.
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